8:59 PM
yesterday -
went tq as usual was e ling chang . e programme was crusaders worship which was made by ivan . yup yup . our group won . again . yes again . ((: . den dinner out . bla bla . next week goin to play captian's bal wif skmc . yeah . but den also got judo gradin in de morning leh . donno until wad time . haiz . sad .

today -
went to church at usual time . went onli for shang ke den left after to meet joan at amk mrt . den lunch at e near by coffee shop wif her . den met up wif mus they all back at e mrt station . went to lavenda for judo competetion . we gurls got 3rd . den one of e match . this bloodly fat gurl smashed her fat knee on my feet . den i practically was limpin from then on . den sulaima very wad lor . he pretent tok tok tok den suddenly spray e muscle relife thingy . spray freakin lot lar . make my whole feet turn super cold . he said it's some kinda spray that would stop my injury from swellin that much . yup . thanx . ((: .

left early coz very tired . anyway gurls one also finish le . left de B boys . that group is takin such a long time lar . and everyone's startin to fall asleep . and zul got fever but yet he still plays . poor him . his not comin to sch tml . should rest at home . ((: . take care all hu's sick . yup yup . took mrt to j8 den went to buy sushi to not make myself that hungry . home straight . bathed . and cook my dinner . den now bloggin . bla bla . haiz .

and i promise i'm goin to wear slippers to sch tml . my feet's killin mii . juz a little stretch and it hurts super lot . so imagine how i felt when mum called and ask mii to go home myself instead and that she don't allow mii to take cab . ugh . wadeva . and she juz off my fan juz coz i don wanna show her my swollen feet . childish . !! . wadeva .

Sunday, February 26, 2006

__i have the courage to love you no more__




i love that special YOU ,
and it will never change .
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but it's just that i think ,
i have the courage to love you no more .
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<3